🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable. The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition typically begin with intense pain around one eye that persists for several hours. Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods. What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain. One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home. Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads. Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures. It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”. Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this. In 1998, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered. In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments. A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed. National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known people. But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals. The official guidelines need updating to reflect a